Saving…

I promised you

I will give you peace of mind

Will keep my word

Although my heart seem to bleed

 

Every day, every night

It bleeds; I have lost lot of blood

My tear glands have dried up

My eyes has lost its spark

Only my hands moves,

When I write for you

 

When I open my eyes

I see you around

Going far away, not coming closer

But you know

Last night in my dream

You came near me and hold my hand?

 

I saw my pain in your eyes

You were suffering in the agonizing pain

Because of me

I have learnt from my follies

I will prove myself

 

I want trust, I want to rebuild it

I will save you with my life

It’s not just words

No matter how my heart ache

I will save you, I will always do…

 

~ Dakshi ~

2012– 25/08

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Deserving the Pain…

Just another dawn

All I have is HOPE

It makes me alive these days

I don’t blame fate

I deserve to be in this pain

Although how my heart ache

 

All I want now

Your happiness, your smile

I want all the best for you

This is my life now

I will rot in hell

For what I have done to you…

 

~ Dakshi ~

2012– 25/08

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I just wanna say…

I just wanna say

I’m not proud of what I have done

Forgive me,

When you can…

 

 

~ Dakshi ~

2012– 24/08

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I believe in YOU…

My hand can’t stop writing

As if I’m trying to prove my worth

It’s only thing that gives me comfort

It’s the only thing I can think of

 

I don’t know what you up to

I don’t know where you are

I still think I deserve you

It’s up to you; I hope it’s not too far

 

My belief is stronger

I believe in my love

I believe in chances

I believe in you, my life…

 

~ Dakshi ~

2012– 24/08

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Hope makes me alive…

You must be on your way home now

What do you think my love?

Have you found what you always looked for?

Have you found my love?

 

I do not beg for love, I won’t

It’s so sacred for me

I stand today, knowing what I want

But I won’t push you hard, no way

 

I did wrong, I did, I do not deny that fact

But what I say, I have learnt that love should not be forced

I have God, I have faith, it’s up to him above

Another day has ended, waiting has not, it’s not done

 

Love is selfless, love forgive, love is greatest above all

I know who I am, better than before now

I don’t deny, it’s true that all my fears have gone away now

I’m being hopeful, till you come, hope makes me alive now….

 

~ Dakshi ~

2012– 24/08

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I should be hanged…

I want you to hypnotize me

Read my mind

Go inside my weary mind

What would you see?

 

Deep inside my blood cells, you saw?

They carry your name around

Go near my heart, you saw?

Your name is engraved in my heart

 

I feel tired, this sadness overpowers me

My life is worse than doomsday now

Every day, every minute I stand for judgment

Every day I found guilty and hang

 

Never ending circle, I know what I’ve done now

Hurting is treacherous than murder

I hurt the heart than give me so much love

I should be hanged, I should be sent to guillotine now…

 

~ Dakshi ~

2012– 24/08

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One Chance…

I declared my love for you

You had it all the time

In your heart

Safe and sealed

Unlike my selfish love

I adore your selfless love

 

When you ask me to be patient

I was so rash

Hollow threats, what was I thinking?

I was acting mad, now I know I shouldn’t have

 

You tried to make some sense into me

I was hysterical, but now I see things as they are

All I ask is give me a chance,

I wish you could read me

I have never lied to you in my life

So I promise you this

 

I stand today knowing what I want in life

Everything is crystal clear

I know I want you in my life

I give you my word

I would not make you burdened

This is a chance I would love to have

For I know I should not take chance

 

You are and always be my fate

It’s so true, my heart still beats for you

I’m not gonna give you any more pain

I adore your selfless love

Will you come and love?

 

Life, I have lost my purpose on earth

Everything was so perfect for me

I ruined everything, how I regret now

I yearn God, will you give one chance?

 

~ Dakshi ~

2012– 24/08

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Day and Night…

Time away from you

Although how hard

Although how much it hurts me

Made me good

For it made my lost sense come back to me

 

If you see me now, or hear me speak

You would not recognize me

The freak, the insecure twit is gone now

Not saying I’m a saint

But I think I’m back on track

 

You changed me,

For better

Like every day I’m so very thankful to you

You wanted to see a changed person

Here I am, waiting for you

All I have now is faith

I believe my love is strong

All I do is wait

Day and night

Till we are back on track…

 

~ Dakshi ~

2012– 24/08

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Our Day…

I know it’s hard for you to believe me

For I have stabbed you once

I know it’s hard to go back to past

For I have said things that I don’t mean

 

But I wish with all my heart and soul

That you would forgive me

I’ve learnt from my mistakes, trust me

I want you to watch me

 

Watch and see, study me

I will not make you sad

You are a free soul, I fully respect

But without you, it’s hard to cope

 

With you, it feel so right, you know

I used to wait till dawn break

Day used to be so much fun, so awesome

Nothing interests me now

 

I wake, eat, write hymns for you

I sleep; this isn’t the life for me

No hope, no rush of blood,

Everything is static and dull

 

I do not want sympathy, no no

I want things to be better

If one repeat a mistake once did

That person is not fit to be alive

 

I repent, I regret, I ask for forgiveness

And I wait till end of days

Everyday when I wake up, you know my wish?

I wish it would be OUR DAY…

 

~ Dakshi ~

2012– 24/08

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Can’t wait till you come…

History repeats, it does, mark my words

It will play his cruel games again and again

I was not so nice to you, at the beginning

It’s my karma; have to go through this pain

 

From the first day, all you did was love

You went that extra mile, just to make me smile

What I have done to you, oh what have I done?

Shouldn’t I just love you the way I did all these time?

 

You always gave me chances, never wanted to hurt

How on earth I couldn’t see it, how could I was so blind?

This life sucks without you; I’m not being so clingy

You are the best, you are my rest, you are my destiny

 

My morning sun, my guiding star

My sweetest lullaby, my hymn, my siesta

My world, my universe, my heaven on earth

Just one chance is all I ask, I will not make you regret

 

For the past few days, I feel I’m hundred years older

I have learnt from my mistakes,

I will not rush you into love

I will wait, I will wait

I promise you I will be that girl

You fell sometime ago

I have found me, you made me found myself

Till you come, I just can’t wait…

 

 

 

~ Dakshi ~

2012– 24/08

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