Author Archives: Dee

About Dee

Trying to be a Phoenix🤓

It’s still going….

I had a massive breakdown couple of weeks ago. After months and months of job searching, I was depressed although I did not want to acknowledge it. I did not want to go home when I finished work. I worked … Continue reading

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Where are my guiding stars?

#lifeisnotmoving #frustrated #hopeless

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Nothing much happening…

Just trying to sort my life out. Nothing seems to work so far. Frustrated and at wits end. Good things are supposed to come but.. 19th Jan,2020

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Everything is (not) fine…

Tied wings but everyone wanted me to fly was traumatized, listen to my story there won’t be a dry eye Left my home, it was simple, just do or die At times I think of my free wings now and … Continue reading

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What my life has become…

I know people who come here by their faces, by their names, their manners or ill manners. Most of them are university students, (obviously because I work in a university store) Some professors, many staff members. A smile, a nod … Continue reading

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Wake up and Fight…

Wished for miracles, then I got you You held the forte when I crumble, reassured there won’t be much blues I’m trying to wake up, from my ashes just want to soar, conquering the sky like a Phoenix I write, … Continue reading

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I’m Home…

A New Year, a new decade. Lot of things happen in the last decade. I lost and found love. Moved countries. Changed careers and become underemployed. Still am. Lost many – so called – friends but happy with the good … Continue reading

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Sky is changing colours…

Most difficult thing is to stay positive when nothing works out. After studying for couple of years and thinking I would get a job right away, I find myself working in a convenience store, grumpy and frustrated. It’s hard, to … Continue reading

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Out and Proud…

Why would you move to a new country, leaving everything behind, everything you worked for, everything you achieved, your roots, your soul and big chunk of your life? Well, people immigrate for many reasons, obviously thinking the grass is greener … Continue reading

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Just another Day…

Waking up at 5am and walking towards the bus stop, get in to one bus, get down and get in to another bus, university stop, get down and walk for like 10 minutes, opening the store and serve customers. That’s … Continue reading

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