The worst days of my life…

All my readers must be wondering where I have disappeared. I am depressed and I am missing the person who is the source of all my thoughts. My Muse. My Soul mate and my life. I have taken a decision to move out of my country and I am regretting every second. I am alone and every day I have discussion with myself and I feel terrible. I have sinned. Not by being unfaithful to him but by leaving him, even though it is temporary. I cry most nights and day and evenings and nothing shocks or surprises me. I can go on without food. People don’t care about how you feel, unless it is the one you love. You fight with them, you shout at them, you might not wanting to talk to them sometimes but I am feeling guilty and depressed. I want him to see what I see, I want to hold his hand and roam, not anyone’s hand and I am practically become a zombie. Life hurts. Life sucks. I don’t know when I would write again. May be when I see him again. I am dead now. Without you baby, I don’t want to live this terribly painful life.

I miss you and now I know how it is to miss you because when you were around I took you for granted.

I miss you so very very much.

I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH…

~ Dakshi~

22/07/2016

 

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Unsaid Pain…

When you shout at me at the top of your lungs
I die reborn and die again
The pain is like salt to my already wounded heart
I pause and wish I am dead…

~ Dakshi~
16/07/2016

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My Sanctuary is You…

When all my hopes are lost
And I feel as if a train is going to run me down
I still have You
My sanctuary
Is you…

~ Dakshi~
16/07/2016

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Stars will witness…

Under the same sun, under the moon
Under the same stars, I stare up on my own
Singing a lullaby to put myself to sleep
Sometimes I think at night, sometimes I weep

Morning noon and nights all the same
Listen to me properly, for me love is not a game
I do not want to pick any fights
Just want you to shine so very bright

Silence is really deafening me
I am hallucinating, at times I have my ways
My love is pure, heart is screaming inside
You must be dreaming, are you alright?

~ Dakshi~
Thinking with sighs…

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Mark in the World…

When you are busy
And I am not
I stare at the screen till you talk
I am empty and gloomy inside
I don’t know what you are thinking, right?
I will come out of this hell hole
I don’t need pity, I won’t cry at all
Let all look away I know who I am
Mark my word, I would shine as the brightest of them all…

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~ Dakshi~
14/07/2016

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Another Soliloquy….

I don’t think life is meant to be bad
I am sad and I know you are more sad
But pain have to make us stronger, no matter how hard
When I ever see you, I think it’s in the cards

Being away for you for days now
I feel numb at times but I am staying in love
You were my guiding star, how I miss your presence
I think I have shed all my tears

Can’t cry and hide anymore I have to fight
I have to be the one who is worthy of your love
I am so alone but no one hears my sobs
I cry all night thinking what if you are here

Outside is dark? It’s going to rain
No one to wipe my tears, no one to give me strength
I thought for the millionth time, I shouldn’t have come
I am sorry for leaving you, even its not for too long…

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~ Dakshi~
13/07/2016

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How can I live away, even for a while…

I want to see you, for real infront of me
I want to feel your breath on me
I want you to hug me, please hold me tight
When I cry on my own, in this lonely night

I couldn’t wait to see you in a morn
I hate to go alone on my own
My eyes are always filled with tears
My soliloquies are crazy with fears

You made me a poet, a decent one
I can’t stop thinking, I can’t stop crying
Why God has made me go away even for a while
You are my sun, my stars without you I am just blind…

~ Dakshi~
Getting crazier hour by hour….

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Don’t hang up…

The whole day and the whole night
I sit and think of you and cry
My heart is not beating
My pulse is weak
I know I won’t live that long

We had our fights
But we kissed and made up
Life was far better than this
Now I am living in a self made hell
I wish I am dead, when you hang up…

~ Dakshi~
11/07/2016

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Day and Night alike…(#2650)

I must be nuts to be away from you. Even parting for the night was like killing myself, what was I thinking living so far away. Ten thousand miles. Everyday I die worse than the day before. I am numb, nothing surprises me or shock me. I look away from my window and sigh and feeling the worst pains in my life. Being away from the one I love is worse than death. Death is sweeter.

I look outside in a morning bright
My eyes are moist and I cry
Being away from you kills me
I should have think more than twice
Amidst the strangers I am just alive
I think of you day and night
Nothing can make me happy but your face
Nothing would ever make me smile…

~ Dakshi~
Thinking about you…

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Just Another Day….

Nothing makes me happy
Or excited anymore
Eyes close but sleep mocks
Outside wind hits the pane and the sound makes me miserable
I am still and will always love you
Tears are a part of me now
They show up uninvited
I don’t know what I should do
I am jn love with you, madly I do
I just don’t know what to do without you..

~ Dakshi~
Missing you

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