Category Archives: Pain

What’s today, is it yesterday?

Days morph into each other. Is today yesterday or tomorrow? Or is it last week? I dream of work where I don’t want to be. They are all traitors, liars and used me. Why do I have to prove I … Continue reading

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Sigh, breath, sigh…

Frost bitten My whole soul… March 14,2023

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Ache in my heart…

Ache in my heart Where all the tears are stored It hurts every time I breathe Tomorrow and tomorrow I wait Wait And wait.., March 11,2023

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Will tomorrow be better than today?

This body, this heart, this mind that wanders I try to be mindful and silent, but they all ponder A week, gone by, that was faster or was it slow? All I know, my whole being was like, go go … Continue reading

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Panic…

My breathing is faster and I’m not even running. In my head, my doom is coming. I cannot concentrate and I am seriously slacking. How this is all going to end, this got me thinking. March 10, 2023

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One step at a time…

I used to see the best in people, until they always proved me wrong. I used to trust people with all my heart, but they unfortunately have hidden agendas. I hope you can resonate with me? I always believed that … Continue reading

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I am only HUMAN…

  You loved me, I do not deny Not today but once upon a time I could feel it in my bones You glaze sent shivers down my spine And when our eyes met I remember how you smiled colyly … Continue reading

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If I go away, I want you to know…

“Would you love me if I was an invalid?” You asked me once, I said “ I don’t wanna hear about it”   But would you love me if I become an invalid? I felt the fear tonight It I … Continue reading

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Girl with a soul…

I remember the time you wrote me I was lost in your words of love But hatred got the better of you Throwing everything to the wind I know you feel nothing towards me You just pity me,that is all … Continue reading

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Soul Walk…

Wish I could let my soul walk Passing oceans between To appear before you And to kiss you till You fall asleep… 03/03/2017

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