Day by day, I feel my heart is refusing to beat
I could have easily kill myself
And this pain will be gone
But I’m no coward,
I will stand and fight
I will endure this pain
Honest to God, my love is true
My love for you is not a lie
You will love me by and by…
~ Dakshi ~
2012– 24/08
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Today seem to be worse than yesterday
But do I have a choice?
I live among back stabbers, and nay Sayers
I live in loneliness and fears
Why do I feel I’m a murdering soul?
Why do I feel my hands are bloody?
What have I done to you, to your love?
Please, please, please come back
I know I’m being selfish here
Silence kills me, frustrates me
But I always remember those golden words
Love cannot be forced
At times I think, would I ever have you
Would I die before that?
But my heart, fragile, whispers to my mind
“You will have you love, you will have”
I wish I could melt you
This feels so heart breaking
But God is the one who decides
Waiting kills me, my love, it does…
~ Dakshi ~
2012– 24/08
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I was reminiscing the last few days
I have acted as a lunatic
I have said thing that aren’t not in my mind
I have done thing beyond my belief
Meeting you was not a mistake
It was the BEST thing that has happened
It was such an eye opener for me
I think its miraculous Fate
From that day onwards, you guarded my soul
You are the BEST, I’d say
Do you know how I long for you?
It kills me inside, it aches
Fate mocks me, fate laugh at me
What I have done, Oh God!
I’m not suitable to see another sun
But hope makes me alive
I promised myself, will not shed a tear
Why should I, I still have you
It’s a matter of time; it’s not the easiest time
I’m been tested, for my faith, for my love
I wish I could go back and say
How wonderful you are
You are, still are
You’ll always will be
My Guiding star, my Only star…
~ Dakshi ~
2012– 24/08
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Hating myself
For giving you a hard time
But hating won’t help I think
I have evolved, better than before
All my insecurities have gone
I have one thing in mind
Carefree life for you
Then someday I will have hope
It hurts to wait
I almost bleed
But this is God’s will
I will wait….
~ Dakshi ~
2012– 24/08
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Good morning my sweetest love
Are you still asleep?
Wish I could fly to you
Wish I could watch you sleep
But I have to be swift and invisible
I don’t want you to see
I know you simply hate my sight
It surely frustrate you
I will reach there before you are awake
Will sit by your side, I will
I will ruffle your hair a bit
Let me kiss your forehead
One Kiss
Off I go, it will be so quick
You will not think I was there
You will not feel a thing
I want you to have a very best day
I wish you love and peace…
~ Dakshi ~
2012– 24/08
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I’m not so proud of what I have done
I have sinned, honest to God
May be that’s something unpardonable
A day away from you, just a day
Taught me lessons million light years away
It’s time to go to sleep my love
From the ray of first light in morn
Till the last in the eve, sun’s gone
I love you, it’s not a lie, I won’t
You know me, I would not deceit
Good night my love,
I wish you sleep without dreams
I want all the best for you, I want
Happiness and calmness for you
Sleep tight my love
I will see you in my dreams….
~ Dakshi ~
2012– 23/08
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I lingered in misty woods
Yonder I went, sat under a tree and then I rest
Alone after a long time
It’s always a welcome change
To ponder and wonder
All the vices and follies
To be wiser and better than before
My thoughts ran to you
And I felt hope, I felt love
It’s a miracle
My faith is growing by the minute…
Wrote for PHOTO PROMPT FOR THE #FRIDAYFICTIONEERS
~ Dakshi ~
2012– 23/08
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You must be sipping your favourite drink now
Avocado isn’t it?
I can almost visualize you
With your charming ways
I wish I could come and comfort you
Wish I could massage your tired shoulders
Not now, oh no
If I come near you, I’d be burn in your pain
The pain I caused you making your world upside down
I pray now,
For your peace of mind
I’m going to pray for the rest of my day
Wishing you peace
Praying for our love…
~ Dakshi ~
2012– 23/08
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When you give me all your love
You, the free soul whom I met
Why on earth I acted so childish?
Paying the price now, I do
When you shower me with your love
I should have been feel so awesome
But instead I was clingy and insecure
Gosh, I feel idiotic now
You, always give me chances, you do
Why I always fail to see
How wonderful to be with you
I can’t wait, you know
Being patient, as I used to be
Giving your freedom, then you are happy
Love is such a wonderous thing
It has to be balanced, I know now, you see
God always stand next to me
He opened my eyes, now I can see
It was right in front of me, how blind I used to be
I love you, I know you too, you know?
~ Dakshi ~
2012– 23/08
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The day is almost done
Its eve now
You must be heading home
Be safe my love
Love to hear your voice
Not now
There’d be a time
You are to heal
The wound I made
You are to heal
Those stabs I made
How could I ever torture you?
How could I ever be so bad?
I must have gone mad
My blood must have boiled too hot
I’m breathing in now
I’m letting my sadness out
It’s therapeutic
Being hopeful make me breathe again
It’s only a matter of time
I wish I could hold your hand
It’s too early
The wounds are still raw
The wound I made
Writing heal me
I feel blessed
I’m gaining my inner peace
I’m in love still
I always will
Time will heal you
Then you will love me
Be safe
Go home safe
Think of me
When you gain your strength…
~ Dakshi ~
2012– 23/08
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