Soul Walk…

Wish I could let my soul walk

Passing oceans between

To appear before you

And to kiss you till

You fall asleep…
03/03/2017

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Lost in the crowd…

“I have forgotten what love feels like”

You said

 

I feel like ripping my own eyes

They shed too much tears

And I cannot close them to find sleep at night

They endlessly seek you

Knowing very well I will not, anytime soon

My ears betray me when they hear your voice

My heart too, you are the only hope

You are the only hope that let me live

To see another dawn

And yet for you my love is too complicated

I have never loved anyone with my soul

Oh, no

I have never missed anyone in my life

Yet, when our feelings won’t reciprocate

Tell me what I should do

I am in no man’s land

In between

Heaven and hell

I am just a little girl

Who is lost in a crowd…

 

01/03/2017

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Show me little LOVE…

Why looking away

knowing very well I cannot breathe without you

Can you just walk away?

Why trying to pretend you feel nothing about me

Why trying harder?

You and me, it’s inevitable

Try to read all these signs

It’s just hard without you

Do not try to run away from me

 

Separated by moon and sun

Light and darkness, I know how you feel

Moments pass I would not see you tonight

I know it’s heart breaking

I do not ask for miracles

I just ask for a little love

Little love to keep me going

It would save me from the knell…

 

01/03/2017

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In my arms,Here, tonight…

All my Words would sound hollow now,

Every word losing that magical power

To make you smile,

They are lies,

You think so,

I know

 

Thousand unfulfilled promises

Promises to be together

Holding hands

Kissing til you are breathless

Waking up to a new dawn

Together

 

I know

 

All those words true

Still are

Love is a tightrope walk it seems

Razor sharped words

Stabbing me mercilessly

I used to run to you

I knew you were always there

Tears blurring my vision

I cannot

Go on

 

Love me like you always do

Have faith,

I just wanna die alone,

Without you by myside

I cannot shake this feeling

I know you can’t too

I know you miss me

More than I do,

You say

 

But icy cold winds

Piercing my will

I just wanna see you

In my arms, here, tonight…

 

28/02/2017

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Let me count ways…

I miss you so much

I cannot stop my tears

When I think of you

I see darkness even in the sun

I wonder when I can hold you tight

When can I touch

Or kiss

And hold you tight

These thoughts keep me awake

At night

I walk through excruciating pain

Every second….
28/02

Posted in Dark Poetry, God please help us, Have faith on us, Heartache, I am yours, I hate this distance, I love you so much, I need you in my life, I write for You, Lonely Mornings, lonely nights, Love, Melancholy, Memories, Missing, Morning, My Death, My soul mate, Our Love Story, Pain, Patience, Poetry, Read my mind, Relationships, Silence, Soulmate, Tears | Leave a comment

If I die tonight….

 

I want you to know,

If I die tonight

That I have never stopped loving you,

EVER,

Even when you hurt me,

My bloodshot eyes

Will not give up on you

 

Even my veins are drained

And even my heart ripped

I would not think

I can ever stop loving you

But I want you to know that

If I die tonight,

I really want you to know

 

 

You see the sun

When I see the moon

You wake up

When I am asleep

I envy those around you

They see more of you

They are right infront of you

I am not

 

I do not know you hear

My silent sobs at night

I don’t know you really care

To hear anyway

Do you read between the lines?

Do you listen to my silence?

Would you wipe my tears

If you see them tonight?

You are my morning, noon, night and inbetween

You are my zest and you brought out my best

You are my sweetest words, you are my best poem

Without you I am not complete

Without you I am not living

 

Think of me, when you hurt me next time

If I am alive, then

Love me a little, kiss me more

Hold me tight and never let me go?

 

 

27/02/2017

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Kill me at once…

You say you love me,

Do you or did I assumed?

I love you,

I always have

But you never cease to punish me

For my sins

You try ripping my heart

Then you go soft

But time and time again

When you loose your patience

I see the things I fear the most

I see your wrath and it wrap around my throat…

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To love you…

 

Everytime you hurt me

I die a little

And wake up with bruises

And then I love you

Again

Till you hurt me

 

I cry

Not tears but oozing blood from my eyes

The wounds are way too deep

I try to lie low

But with your charming ways

I love you again

Till you hurt me

Again

And

Again…

 

24/02/2017

Posted in Dark Poetry, Heartache, I hate this distance, Lonely Evenings, Love you Forever, Missing, My everything is you, Pain, Patience, Poetry, Read my mind, Real Love, Relationships, Silence, Tears, Us | 1 Comment

Brutal…

I will chain my thoughts,

They will not run to you

I will guard my mind

Like a hawk

 

I will drain my blood, they carry your name

I will rip my heart away from my chest

I will be brutal

 

Love sound hollow to my ears

Deceitful smiles would not fool me

I know where I stand now

I will be lethal…

 

22/02/2017

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Run for your life…

You may say “run for your life”

Run far away from you?

Ditching you,leaving you to your misery?

Rip my heart and stomp it

Try to stop its beat

But not my love…
21/02/2017

Posted in Dark Poetry, Distance, God please help us, Heartache, I adore you, I hate this distance, I love you so much, I need you in my life, I need you to breathe, I write for You, lonely nights, Melancholy, Memories, Missing, NIght, Pain, Patience, Poetry, Pure Love, Read my mind, Relationships, Soulmate | 1 Comment