I cannot fathom how I am supposed to live without you. Its been 66 days and my condition is not improving. Will you come to see me, leaving everything behind?
I become weak and distorted. Weekend is coming and you will be busy but unless I am killed I cannot stop thinking about you. Please at least come and kill me, I don’t mind. I used to be happy and content. Happy to be alive. Happy to be in love. But now nothing soothes me. I want to die but am afraid.
Please help me baby
Come and kill me
I beg you.