I hate myself for hurting you, all the time
Although I love you more than my life
The torture, the excruciating pain
I know I feel
I see myself as a sadist
I won’t forgive
Even when I cannot live
Without you, even for a sec
I say things; I stab you with my words
I hate myself for doing that
I hate myself for hurting you, all the time…
~ © Dakshi ~
2011 – 08/11
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